Mood Swings!!

i dun understand myself either.

tis moment i can joke & laugh wif u, d next moment i can frown and keep quiet.
when i feel something nt within my mean, i will be v uneasy and show on my face. jus like the chinese "Bian Lian" as fast as tat. i will not say out/tell u. i jus keep to myself and b unhappy. tat's my character. is it gd or bad?

cos to me, i treat it like u shld knw,i need nt to say out.(Only apply to those who r close to me)

i feel so unhappy tis few days. so boring. so dull- my life. I dun see any good for me to carryon my life. sound like i wanna commit suicide right? lolz, it the most foolish thing to do. :)

hmm... to me life is short & we have to play hard & enjoy. No matter how hard our life is we shld endure and face it.

these few days, newspaper published CHOW CHOR MING News. I read. I felt so sad from him. sad to hear tat there's no remedy for his sickness. Tat's life. But we shld nt resigned to one's fate. U still have our support.. dun give up hopes. 3 Cheers for U.

It's Friday again, Wat a upsad Friday 19/12/08

Infact tis whole week i am not v happy. So sianz. I dunno wat had i done wrong. Why am i treated tis way. jus like u live ur world i live my world.every nite i go home...i feel so sianz. am i tat irritating? uh... can U tell me?

Tis morn i saw my mum msn nick, after seeing it my heart feel so painful and heart-broken. she said tis.. nobody talking day & nite... so quiet...so i talk to my chair..my table..my...see..i am talking to myself...xiao liao?

Mum? why u said tat. I feel so sorry for u being a daughter?

Last sunday my gma told me something wat she dreamed of last few week. it something bad abt my mum. i hear le, feeling so sianz. she said,She dreamed of my late auntie who had passed away from lung cancer. She told her something........................................

wanna go crazy alrdy....

12.16pm- Fuck, u r such an idiot... so sickening. I really tolerate u to my max alrdy. Dunno how to say ur words properly and like to twist ur words to bac stab ppl. The method was taught by u & yet u dunno how to calculate backward. & put the blame on me.. ask me to work backward.

I show her the spreadsheet shown below:

Promotion on AMEX 15%
Item RG-8174-11F-X-123 (Cost $6741.74, MU 1.402, SP$9450/- W/oGST 8831.78 Profit 2090.04,P/Margin 23.7% Amex 15% 8032.50 Gross $7507.01 Profit 765.27 P/Margin 10%)

Method to maintain 23.7% margin ???
RG-8174-11F-X-123,(Cost same, MU 1.646, SP$11,100/-, W/o GST 10373.83,Profit 3632.09,p/Margin 35%,Less Amex 15% $9435 ,Gross 8817.76,Profit 2076.02,P/Margin 23.5% --She asks how i get my SP $11,100/- ( she used the calculator punch in the number... & cant get my figures...3mins passed she feels embarrassing then throw the qns on me.. hw do i work bac to get the figure..)

Already use excel to show u the figure, u jus use my figure to calculate right or wrong la..and yet u dunno how to get my figure..and u pick on me.. ask me to work out.. ( Shame on U, dun tell ppl u r an acctnt.)

Comeon la... let me tell u how, 3 easy steps: 1. Maintain 23.7% p/margain right
2. take bac the Original SP 9450 (85%) 9450/85 =A 3. SP 11,117 ,A x 100 (100%) ( round up to the nearest hundred SP 11,100)

So Stupid... working under u r so unfortunate. cant imagine the gal b4 me, work for 6yrs..bcos of u come bac fm Sri Lanka. She resigned.

1.05pm- tat idiot jus bac fm her lunch. i went to her and told her the three simple steps i derived SP 11,100/-

Me: Tis is how i get SP11,100/- ( throw the paper on her desk, written 1. 23.7% 2. 9450 (85%) 3.11,117(100%) round to the 100 dollar.
idiot: she replied me, Ni Yao Ji Zu (meaning, u have to remember) She said tis bcos wanna to save her face in front of other ppl. ( i'm wondering Ni Cai yao Ji Zu... Gif u my Spreadsheet with my figure, u oso duNno how to check my work. still nid me to teach u hw to calculate bac.) Sux!!

2nd Purchases.....

YiPee!!

Amber,Did u see it. These was my second LV Lublow wallet. I knew it was v costly. But i jus love it. lolz.

Please dun tell my hubby. If he finds out, he will strangle to death. hahha.. oops!

TGIF 121208

Yipee! one whole day dun nid to see her face. U knw who am i referring to?? ya la must be her, noone else...(the most happiest thing in the world....lolz) As usual after my work, i am going back to my mama's hse for dinner. Accompany my parent sit tgt eat, watch tv and chit chatting.

2.26pm- back fm my lunch, yawnz.. sianz, no mood to work. how am i going to spend my 4hrs? surf net? chatting wif frenz in msn? uh...

Heavy footstep.. c:3 '., c;3 >>>11/12/08(Thur)

Rrrrrriiiinnng! its time to wake up for work. Yawnz.. Sosoo.. tired. Ytd nite slp so early (10pm) yet so tired. :( tossing on the bed for 10-15mins then willing to get up. how i wish i could continue to slp..but i knw i cant. cos nid to close my a/c on time ( due 12/Dec ) and tat stoopid acctnt, she wanna go on course on friday. Arrrrhh... bo bian cum sianz. As usual lo, every morning carry my heavy footsteps going to my office. ( DayDreamingZzz...uh when can i stop seeing the stupid acctnt faces... i hate her to the max)

fo shuo ni le jiu kuo jing, ni le xia shi bu fei qing
ling bao ji lu ling shan di, nian hua yin cheng kao san sheng.
luo zai zhong yuan san xing di, da cheng shi chuan wang tao xin. tian zhen shuo yuan kua sheng hao. deng dai shi zi dian sheng bing. yun lei zheng kai wu jing tu. tian xia shen gui bu an ning. qin zai ren jian zhong hua mu. jiu lian sheng jiao gui shang cheng. tian hua lao mu cui yu xian. shuo yuan xian hua zai ku dong. nan bei liang ji lian zhong xu. hun yun ku che zai zhong yang. lao mu jiang xia tong tian jiang. wu ying shan qian dui he tong. yin er yao xiang gui jia qu,chi nian dang lai
ni le jing. yong xin chi nian fo lai jiu. duo duo jing lian qu chao shen. ren shi xi lai bai yang zi. xiang er dian tie hua cheng jin. mei ri zhi xin chang ci nian, san zhai ba nan bu lai qing. yao xiang cheng fo qing li bai. chang chi chong ming zhi hui xin. xiu ting xue ren hu suo hua. lao quan yi ma nian wu sheng. lao mu jiang xia zhen yan zhou. yong xin chi nian you
shen tong. mang tian xing dou dou xia shi. ge fang cheng wang lai dui hao. bao shi ling tong cha de qing. san guan da di zhu chi bei. she zui tian zhao jiu zhong sheng. jiu ku tian zun lai jiu shi. qing dian wen bu jie di sheng. ba da jing kang lai hu fa. si wei pu sha jiu zhong sheng. jing ling san shi liu yuan jiang. wu bai ling guan jing shui gen. fu zhu ni le cheng da dao. bao you xiang er de an ning. bei fang zhen wu wei jiang sua. qing lian hong fa xian sheng tong. zhe qi zhao qi zheng ri yue. tou ding ling luo qi bao qing. wei zhen bei fang wei sua shuo. shu qing zu er kua jia bing. da jiu yuan ren xiang er nu. huo kwan luo di hua wei cheng. shi hai long wang lai zhu dao. ge jia xiang yun qu teng kong. shi fang tian bin hu fo jia. bao you ni le qu cheng kong. hong yang le dao gui jia qu. chuan dao san yang ni le zun. wu wang le ling ji xia sheng. shou fu nan nian gui zheng zhong. lai wang zhao xia zhen yan zhuo. chuan xia dang lai dao zhang jing. ying er zha nu chang chi nian. xue sheng bu gan lai jing sheng. chi nian yi bian sheng tong da. chi nian liang bian de chao shen. chi nian san bian sheng gui ba. wang liang xue mo hua wei cheng. xu chi xue nie xun lu jing. nian qi zhen yan gui fo ling. nan wu tian yuan tai bao. a ni tuo fo.

New Christmas Carol For 2008

You'd beta watch out
You'd beta not cry
You'd beta keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

It's hitting you once,
It's hitting you twice
It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise
Recession is coming to town

It's worthless if you've got shares
It's worthless if you've got bonds
It's safe when you've got cash in hand
So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY

You'd beta watch out
You'd beta not cry
You'd beta keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town!