｡ღ๑۩۞۩๑LifeiSfÜllÒfÜpÑdÒwn๑۩۞۩๑ღ ｡: December 2009

Recalled back.....

My actual due date was on 21 October. & i took my ML one week( 12th Oct) earlier as bcos my legs were killing me. By then i had gained for nearly 20kgs. Feeling so clumsly when walking.

Tt nite(19 Oct), i was at home watching channel 8 news, i started to feel uneasy. My lower part started to feel painful. At 1st, I thought it was okay. Cos b4 tt i had the same pain occurred a few days ago. So i tried to ignore & continue watching the news. The pain ( Contraction) occur every 15mins then 10mins one time. I had endured for nearly 2hrs. Cos my MIL said, "u go hospital oso no use, bcos u oso have to wait"." Not so fast de". About 12am, i quicky ask my hubby to take my bag and sent me to Mount Alvernia cos the pain was unbearable.

Reaching the hospital was about 12.10am. V fast cos there were less cars on the road. I was sent to the delivery room to wait. & my hubby went dwn to settle the paperwork thingy. V fast the nurse approached me. She checked on my uterus n told me tt it was only 2cm open. So probably still have to wait for 7 hrs to let it open to 10cm. Sob sob.. ;( I remember the 1st thing the nurse asked me was.. do i nid epidural. I insisted i dun want. But she said, r u sure u dun want? cos u r looking so painful nw, u knw? & she continued to say, the pain will be like 10x u r suffering right nw. In my mind i said tis "OMG, is she trying to frighten me & wanting me to take the epidural. & i still insisted i dun want.

Times passed vv slow tt nite. 1omins was like 1hr to me. I waited & waited... my uterus become more & more painful. Every half an hr the nurses come and check on me. They do scanning for my baby to ensure she still had her heartbeat beating. At 4plus.. the nurse asked me to slp sideway cos she said they couldnt detact my baby heartbeat and was like kinda low. Wa~ sleeping sideway increase the pain i had. Looking at the clock was only 4.30am i still got 3 more fucking hours to endure. Cannot cannot cannot. I nid injection. Quicky ask my hubby to call the nurses in for an injection. i had an injection on my thigh. & the oxygen they gif me to inhale doesnt have much use to ease my pain. & i tried to slp straight to relieve the pain. When nurses saw me, she asked me to slp sideway agn and curl up so tt they could use the equipment to check on my bb heartbeating. Until tt time( 5am), i surrendered. I begged for an epidural quicky. Aft the injection on my backbone, i started to feel beta but my whole boby started to shiver. Cos d medicine tt goes in was cold. My water bag burst aft the injection.

At 7plus, tt stupid gynea arrived. He checked my uterus, and told me its had opened 9cm. But my baby head still cannot be seen. He's doing some checking and told me. I think u had to go for an OPERATION. Because the baby heartbeat seem to be low and the head jam at ur pelvic bone. ( He oso said my pelvic bone too narrow to let the baby out) So die die must go for OPERATION lo(caesarean). That moment,i started to shiver,worry & frighten. Hearing the doc said, my baby heartbeat beating was low. Right away, i said okok caesarean. He saw me feeling so tense up and frightening. He suggested to me for a GA. Meaning putting me to slp during the operation. I said NoNONo. I want to b the 1st to see my gal when she out to this world. lolz

During the operation, i can feel him cutting, burning & tearing my skin apart. Luckily my hubby was beside me giving me full support. If not i will be so scare.

The moment i hear my baby crying.. i felt extremely happy. At last. Going thru 8hrs of pain, nw she was finally out. lolz. Aft the nurses cleansed her. They carried her and put it on my chest to show me hw she looks like. She had small eyes ( her eyes was shut) small nose & small lip..lolz obviously right.

Afterall, it was worth it. Seeing my little Rienn (EnEn) all my pain and hardship doesnt seem to exist.